This About Sums It Up...

"When I'm with you, I'm up all night. Without you, I can't sleep."


Thank you Deepak Chopra. I couldn't have said it better myself.

I Can't Stop...

My thoughts. They consume me. I need to find a way to quiet my brain and just find peace. I need to let what happens happen. I need to not make myself so available. I hope that I can find the strength to slow my mind.

No texts, no email, no calls.

I Wanted...

I Got.



I use the Marc Jacobs Classic Q Hiller hobo 99% of the time, but sometimes trying to find stuff in that bag is a nightmare. I wanted something a little bit different in a brighter color for winter. That is where this cutie comes in. It is the Kendal tote from Cole Haan. Courtesy of Gilt.com.

If anyone wants and invite to Gilt just let me know!

Dear Sunday...

I hate you and all the gloom that you bring. I know it is not your fault, but I hate you nonetheless.

New Outfit...

I got the sweater and the top in this picture. I got the top in navy and the sweater in antique stone. In case anyone wants to get them themselves, the top is the silk streamers cami and the sweater is the Jackie cardigan, both from the Crew. The boots are from Piperlime and they were one of Rachel Zoe's picks. Love them. I am going to add some skinny jeans and a cute necklace to complete the outfit.

For The Love Of...

I mentioned a few posts back that I have been under the weather. That was about 3 or 4 weeks ago. I was still not feeling well this week so I decided to go get checked out. I ended up having to have a chest X ray and lo and behold, I have walking pneumonia. Excellent. Just when I started getting into the swing of things with the running I get knocked on my ass. Boo.

I am going to make the best of it though. I think it will be a good time to just relax and get some rest.

I am looking forward to this weekend. Saturday I have plans with a friend in the morning, then I am going to go shopping for furniture and then work on cleaning up our house.

I am still trying to decide if I am going to go to Houston. Prices seemed to have come down in price, but I think I am going to see how I feel in the next week.

Decisions Decisions...

I have the opportunity to travel to Houston in the upcoming weeks. My good friend L lives there and has invited me to come out. I think that financially it isn't the best decision at this time, but I think that for my mental health it is just what I need.

I made mention of this somewhat before but I am at a point in my life right now where I feel like I am drowning or suffocating or something. I don't know how to describe it, but it is very unsettling. I am constantly in a bad mood, I can't sleep and I just feel like I can't breathe. I am conflicted the most though because my relationship with E is being affected. Honestly I don't know if this is something that has been coming for along time or not, but at this point we are like ships passing in the night. I don't think that he is aware of it which is equally as frustrating. All in all, I think that the time away would do wonders for me. Right now the cheapest trip I can find is $250.00 round trip. Does that sounds like a good price? I don't do a lot of flying.

On a positive note I have dropped another 2.5 lbs which made my day. I also had an amazing day yesterday. I spent time with a really good friend, and we just spent the day lazing around, drinking coffee, watching movies and just enjoying time together. I really didn't want the day to end.